The Psychowitch Corner

Thank God, I’m not depress anymore…. I feel good. Ayoko na kasi magpakasobrang sad… Pumapangit lang ako. I’m trying to change myself na para naman hindi na ako maka-feel ng super depression. Kaya nga lang medyo expensive ang pagbabago ko.. hehheehe…

Hay… pero hindi yata sobrang ganda ng change of personality ko. I’ve done something wrong. Something na I wish I did not do na lang… I feel guilty. Pero ano pa nga ba??? ganun talaga ang life….. What is important eh I’ve learned my lesson… What I should do is to forget it na lang and isipin ko na nothing happen. I’m sure people won’t know about that. Sa akin na lang yun….. 

Hay… I’m so depress this week. Parang lahat ng events sa akin this week hindi nakakatuwa… Ang dami kong iniisip. Iyak nga ako eh.. and sobrang depress ko pa, nanood pa ako ng movie ng wala sa oras… horror pa pinanood ko… *(Ngek! Sobrang nakaka-uplift ng emotions ano?!)* Kita mo yung pic? Ako yan! Ganyan ako kapag depress…

Ganito kasi yun….

First is sa academics… kakapagod parang gusto ko na mag-stop. Kakahiya lang sa parents ko na mag-stop kasi nandito na ako. Actually baka papayag naman sila kaya lang hiya naman ako sa self ko kung ganun. It means na I’m a failure… Kaya maybe kakayanin ko na rin. Maganda naman future ko for sure kung itutuloy ko ito eh… Hay naku….

Second naman is about my man. Mabait naman sya kaya lang lagi nya ko inaaway. Lagi nya palabas na napipilitan lang ako sa kanya. Wala naman akong ginagawa para isipin nya yun! Mahal ko naman din naman ang gagong yun… Ako na nga lagi nagpaparaya kapag ganun na naman sya… Masyado syang madaming insecurities sa body nya and ang hirap nya i-understand… Ang masama pa parang feelings lang nya ang mahalaga and sya lang dapat understand ko… Duh! Graduate na ako dapat sa pagiging martyr and tanga sa mga boys… Ang BOYS talaga!!! Kasakit ng ulo!!!

Third naman is about kay W.B. Kung kelan naman nakahanap na ako ng iba, saka naman sya eksena sa life ko… Gusto ko na sya forget and he’s not helping me. I’m happy na and ginugulo pa ako….

HAY NAKU! ANG BOYS TALAGA… PAHIRAP SA BUHAY NAMING MGA GIRLS! Minsan tuloy naiisip ko na huwag na nga lang makipagbf. Ang hirap kasi i-understand lalo na kung pinag-iisipan ka pa ng masama… 

• He met her at a party. She was so beautiful, many guys were chasing after her, while he was so plain and simple, nobody paid attention to him.
  
  At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but to be polite, she consented. They went to a nice
  coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter.
  
  "would you please give me some salt? I’d like to put it in my coffee."
  
  Everybody stared at him, How strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
  
  She asked him curiously; why you have salt in your coffee? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who still live there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
  
  That’s his true feelings, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can share his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has ties to his home.
  
  Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
  
  They continued to date. She found that he was actually a man who meets all her demands; he had
  tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed knowing him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
  
  The story ended just like every beautiful love
  story , the princess married the prince, then they lived happily ever after… And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some
  salt in it, as she knew that’s the way he liked it.
  
  After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, I have been lying my whole life. This was the only lie I told you—the salty coffee.
  
  Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change it, so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our conversation! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you about anything. Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing so I can tell you the truth: I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life!
  
  Since I met you, I don’t ever feel sorry for everything I did for you. " Having you with me is the biggest thrill of my whole life. If I can live a second time around, I would still want to know you and have you for the rest of my life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".
  Her tears made the letter totally wet. One day, someone asked her: how did the salty coffee taste? It was very sweet, she replied.
  Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!! 
  
  Don’t ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.